So, maybe the 5th DeArmas born on the 5th???

Gino was the third DeArmas born Oct. 3, Gabriel was the fourth DeArmas born on the 4th, so perhaps this one is waiting to be the fifth DeArmas born on the 5th??? Last night Danny set off some fireworks. I actually had to back up from the street because the baby kept jumping at the loud noises! It only happened 3 times until I learned how far to be away. I felt bad about that. I apologized! I'm loosing weight and inches, though still hungry. I feel good. I still have the cramping and practice going on. Seems like Gabriel's birth all over again. Perhaps this one is a boy. I was crocheting to keep a bit busy and noticed I was using blue yarn. Hmmm, maybe a boy. A boy would be nice,too. I have said that if it's "late" it must be a boy, as all my boys were. Either way, I really am looking forward to holding this little one. Ahh, the wonderful feeling of the warmth of a baby sleeping right there on my chest. Soon.....

I had a weird dream. A child and I (didn't look like any of my children currently) were escaping from our home. Something domestic had happened and we needed to run away immediately. So we packed up a backpack and started to run. We ran and ran. We eventually made it to the meadow and into the forest. Phew, we had escaped whatever it was in our house that was not treating us well. I felt safe.