So after my post yesterday, I suppose the baby answered with a connection in my dream! I watched a scene that seemed like out of a movie but I felt the part of everyone in the family involved. There was a mom, dad and daughter- about 12 years old. I was the mom, but I felt the feelings of the dad and daughter, too. We were in a traveling sort of community with wagons, horses and camping-type stuff. Someone rode in to town and gave warning that there was a raid coming that was going to ransack the village. We had to leave immediately. The mom and dad were ready and really pushing the daughter to hurry up. She had several collections of things and really didn't want to leave anything behind. But it was taking too long. Mom and Dad kept pushing- let's go, let's go! But the daughter kept insisting that she couldn't leave her treasures. She went to gather more things and then it happened. The mom and dad were killed. The soldier-like fellows on horse back came in and killed them, dumped the wagon, took some things and then burned what was left. The girl watched from a "safe" spot totally devastated that this happened. She stayed without moving for hours, just full of grief and blame. The dream seems short but the feelings were so real and drawn out it seemed to last for hours.
It felt awful to have that dream. I woke up in the middle of the night feeling so, so sad. I still feel it. I wonder if that is the blame that Walter Makichen mentioned my spirit baby had when I had my consult. I wonder if that's how it happened in that "lifetime". If so, how absolutely horrid. I did the chant sending unconditional love to my spirit baby, heart to heart. I hope that helps. I can't imagine holding on to that much blame.
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