I had a great time at the Halloween Party. I felt very silly and goofy and had a great time. I've been feeling all the emotions lately. I wonder sometimes why that happens to women when pregnant. Do we need to show the new little soul how emotions work? Do we need to experience all of these emotions to be back in touch with ourselves? Why do I cry during commercials? Why do I get nail spitting angry when I can't find what I did with my keys? Why do I feel incredibly hopeful? Why do I feel like the end of the world starts in Vegas? Why do I love my dogs, and then 5 minutes later want to open the gate so they can run away?? Why do I get so angry that my dishwasher doesn't clean the dishes? Why do I feel so happy and full of peace even though those around me are not? Hard to say. Pregnancy really is an interesting time. I still feel totally in control of my emotions most of the time but I do think I have a lot to learn about myself. I like feeling all the emotions. It feels good to actually let out my emotions rather then keep them level all the time.
I liked being Virgie from Balmer, hon. (enjoying the slots here in Vegas) She was a great character and a great relief of silliness. Happy Halloween to all!
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